Alex

I remember that long damn phone call that lasted soooo long so many tears. Then you telling me that you were coming back for a wedding. I was so excited and I thought you might want to see me. But guess what you didn’t care. You never came and I waited. And it gets worse I kept waiting watching the sunset sunrise you never arrived oh the tears I have cried over each one of you.

To R. I hold a lot of our memories just the good of course the roast dinner for me, carried me over a mud puddle our first and second child, my 21st, the purple roses, surf trips and then one day I woke up and I was gone everything I did or said was wrong I didn’t laugh for a year

To J. the orchids blue and green the engagement on the 4th of July sex everywhere First date chicken nuggets fireworks, lasagna promises, work movie quotes, I wish we could go back to the interior elbow back to before we broke our own hearts by pushing each other away, we probably could have fixed it

To W flash pan with A no ty

To M. Red rose the peace we had together was amazing but we didn’t go do stuff and I sincerely thought you were ashamed of me hiding me from your family but the puppets lol

Space To E it all started with slapping my ass, lord have mercy coffee Barnes and noble sex movies sex sex sex we laughed so hard. the Room Halloween, the corn maze the fly The movies sex I loved making love to you in the purple room. I will always be yours in that room Our son has your eyes and your angry glare when he’s so mad. I wish we had fought for each other but then we do just piss each other off so much. And I really wanted more for you with all my heart. I loved you I did wait for a long time but I am pushing myself to let go to love and love this path and it all started with him.

Here’s to dreams Here’s to new love to him I wait for him. I’m ready for him with east to west basket silver ring. I’m ready to run with you my love and walk to the end of my days knowing its together with him. With all my heart I hope we all find our true wuvs all of us so I can say as you wish everyday to him and he will know I love him till my last breath its him who has my heart.